Initially, I came on to online occult spaces to have a place to record my understandings, get feedback, and learn more from other practitioners. But sometime in the Tumblr days, I lost that, and I wanted to become more of an occult content creator. This was primarily because everyone around me at the time was doing it, and it was definitely at that point motivated by money. Not to become rich in any way but to reach a standard of living where I could work on my occult study full-time. I wasted a lot of time pandering to many different social media algorithms. Though I did grow my occult understandings, they greatly suffered from nonauthenticity as I strived to be a Jack of all trades instead of a master of myself. I wrote a lot for others rather than myself, and my practice suffered for it. But I feel I have finally entirely switched all of this around. I have finally gotten rid of everything that did not serve me and am finally ready to start fully moving forward again.